My last journal entry left you all with a bit of a depressing aftertaste I'm sure, but regardless of my problems I am more or less alright. Work is slow, money is tight and tensions are high but I am still here and I am still strong. Many things are happening in my life lately and I need to re-evaluate how I deal with them, perhaps by setting aside my dreams of becoming a professional artist and getting a steady job to fund my expenses. The cost of living isn't cheap and I cannot depend on other people for the rest of my life, I need to make something of myself and prove that I'm worthy of my dreams.

I am still offering the cheaper commissions to help get me through the month so those are still welcomed if you can afford it. I promise that once I am out of this hole I'm in I will offer more free commissions as a token of my thanks to those that would aid me at a time like this. I've got a couple of commissions on the way and hopefully a couple more after that. If 4 people bought a $25CAD commission I'd have the $100 I need. If you can afford it, please contact me.

Not much else to say at this time. It's May, it's still not hot out and life moves slowly. This might possibly be the last journal of the Spring for me, the next journal welcoming in the Summer sun. I hope all of my friends on dA are doing well and continue to do so.

Keep it real, keep it dark, keep it dreadful.

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